Hi (:
My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 11:55 PM

I was on yahoo page when i read the news that a 18year old tp student took her own life because of a failed relationship i guess. Its really foolish for a really beautiful girl to end her life just like that. Somehow i felt sad when i read the news although i do not know her because i knw that it must be really hard for her to go through all the pain and to make that decision to end her life.
I just felt sad for her family and friends.
Life is just too fragile.

Too often we underestimate
the power of touch, a smile,
a kind word, a listening ear,
an honest compliment,
or the smallest act of caring,
all of which have the potential
to turn a life around.


at 11:22 PM

So many things to do yet so little time.


at 10:46 PM

Its only the second week of sem 2.1 and i'm pretty sure i'm going bonkers.
No time to slack.


at 2:55 PM

I watched a 2hrs long show ytd night till am and i thought that it was just some normal love story.
But at the end of the show, the moral of the story is simply to tell us not to always believe what we see cos what we see might not be the truth.
I totally agree with that!

Some idiotic moron tried to hack into my fb acc! Fb sent me a message that the person from other places logged in today at 12am and location was found to be in the UNITED STATES. So i was told to change my pw. Hackers have got nothing better to do. Fuck it -.-


at 2:34 PM

I've learned...
that either you control your
attitude or it controls you.

I've learned...
that no matter how good a friend is, they're
going to hurt you every once in a while and
you must forgive them for that.

I've learned...
that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by
others, Sometimes you have to learn to forgive
yourself.

I've learned...
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.

I've learned...
that our background and circumstances may
have influenced who we are, but we are
responsible for who we become.


at 6:08 PM

My previous post definitely doesnt concern my gfs. They are the most awesome bunch of ppl i've met. (: if you girls are seeing this, thnks for everything! <3
Ytd's post was only an opinion about certain ppl and life. And of cos was super pissed la. Pardon me for the vulgarities. I think my blog is the only place that i could vent out my anger. But nvm, its over. I'll just have to be wary of ppl like this in future.
So i was really really pissed ytd but not really today cos we girls had lunch at pizza hut and it was quite an enjoyable one (:
Love you girls!
And not forgetting this crazy bunch of ppl...



Never fail to make my day everytime we meet (:
This were the nicest shot taken. The rest were candid shots and am quite lazy to post it up. LOL



at 9:04 PM

Sis told me many stuffs. The world is really cruel and thts life. Just live on with it.
It hit me real hard and really made me think.
I will not go against my principles.

And now i need to learn to control my emotions. I've never really lose my temper tht easily. I dunno what happened to me.
But i've really had enough.

I hate this tears in my eyes


at 4:16 PM

Now i really believe there are many selfish ppl around me. I really do.
Esp when it comes to academic, ppl tends to be selfish and only think for themselves and don't care about others.
I'm totally not one but i guess living in such an environment i have to be.
Its society and the ppl around us that force us to do all this kinda shits!
But i still dont quite understand wht we gain by being so selfish? Seriously.

You dont fucking pick your own group members then leave those that you wouldnt want to any of the other groups and then leave other groups with no options. Its not fucking fair to other groups.
Its wayyy selfish and self-centred to do tht. Think abt other's feelings.
Dont fucking come and tell me "oh we'll settle it so its fair for everyone".
Since its decided THEN BE IT !!
I can be fucking nice or i can be fucking nasty! And i dont care if you like it or not. From the day i step into poly, i dont care wht ppl think of me alrdy cos i'm just ME !! Its either you like me or hate me!
And i dont fucking care whether we are classmates or friends cos right from the beginning, i've never expect to find a true friend in poly. Its bullshit!
This isnt the first time alrdy. I keep quiet doesnt mean im not angry. It may be a small matter but wht im really angry abt is to see how fucking selfish a person can be!!
Its a good thing tho. To train myself up for working life in future. THNKS for that tho. THNKS for making me knw how to deal with ppl like you all in future!


at 11:41 PM

Spent the day with h3f, wt and brian.
Plan was to go minds cafe (i dunno whose idea) thn instead we watched movie without brian. REC2 is quite a scary show. Blood all over. No wonder its m18. But ending kinda sucks. Overall not worth watching.
Had dinner at just acia. My first time. To me, the food not that fantastic la. LOL
Chatted for quite awhile thn as usual walked to ps for camwhoring session. Photos are forever retarded esp with wt and brian ard. LOL
It was fun catching up tho. Since sch starting, seldom will have time to meet up but following wk probably will meet up for a meal. HEH
No lesson tmr but have to go sch to print out some notes with wil.
I need to adjust my body clock alrdy if not i wont have the habit of waking up that early. Tuesday lecture starts at 9am -.-

Kinda tired. Goodnight


at 1:04 AM

The other day.. dad asked me what i wanna do after i get my diploma.
He wants me to go uni.
But my reply was "i dunno"
Frankly speaking, i still dunno what i want in life.
Dad told me that i really need to start planning for my future and i knw i have to la -.-
And obviously i wouldnt wanna let my parents down esp my dad =/


at 11:18 PM

I'm lazy to post any pictures about the trip and if i want to, it might take a super long time. WAHHAHA
And so, today i'm hardworking enough to go jog as i mentioned that i will aft i come back from my trip. Although its not really a long distance, but at least i did =/
Next will be one round of reservoir. I need ppl to jog with me so i can have the motivation.
Wil accompanied me today. HAHA!! Then slacked at hme for a while thn go 85 have dinner.
And i heard that theres no sch on monday. So, sch starts on tues which means i can go out till late on sunday. Yipee.

I wanna find some food to eat now. Goodbye


at 10:55 PM

Just got home. So many things to update but kinda lazy now..
I freaking gained 1kg. I knew it! >.<

Will be back..


at 4:09 PM

Just so you know, i've got nth to do at home so i'm surfing the net to pass time.
And at the same time listening to some songs. It was until this particular song that kinda made me stone for a while. I just literally stone cos i've never really listen to that song for quite a while although its still in my file.
And how funny it is to know that the song can still make me think of someone and still think of the past.
I remember deleting one song few yrs back cos everytime that song was played, it can make me cry. Then few months back, that song was played on tv and i quickly switched to other channel. Crazy i know.. just cant help but to feel that way. Do not ask me why cos i don't even know the answer myself. Once in a blue moon.. i'll still think of that someone. I've never like to be an emo-er. But right now, i'm one.

Perhaps you were the only one that can make me go gaga over
But we were never meant to be. NEVER


at 10:39 PM

I find it rather amusing when ppl say that they are not judgmental when they really are -.-
People tend to judge before even knowing a person. And i believe most people do, including ME. Therefore, i'm learning to get to know a person first before i judge.
At least i'm being honest here and not go around saying "i'm not a judgmental person". That really made me LAUGH OUT LOUD.

Enough of my craps. I have 36 more hrs before i leave sg and i've not pack anything yet. And i think i kinda gained weight, holy shit. Shall not eat much and go jog aft i'm back. >.<
Will miss my bed and my stuffed toys ):
But if its even possible, i wanna leave sg for good and never come back.

Au revoir!


at 11:44 PM

Finally home from chalet. Kinda miss my bed >.<
Last night of chalet was always the most fun one. Esp playing ice & water in the pool at 2am. Super tiring but fun. Did not sleep for the whole night and i thought i could stay awake when i got home but i watched tv for awhile and went to sleep. 6hrs str8 which is not enough for me i think =/
And now both my legs have a total of 9 bruises on it and it looks kinda scary as though i'm abused or something. Gotta wear long pants out. LOL
Will be away frm home frm nxt thurs again.
A 5days getway to jakarta with mom, aunt and wn.
Oh and i forgot to mention tht thrs this uncle who sat beside me on the bus, freaking sneeze on my face. I freaking wipe off and look at him with tht disgusted look. He looked at me and didnt even apologise.
Fuck gross.
And in the end he changed seat cos he knws i'm pissed!

And its april fools today. Happy april fools!